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ZOE: Well, I just did one for Bob Johnson at Playboy. It’s this really freaky, satanic, goth, kinda scary video. But I guess Suicide Girls got popped for having too much blood or something, so Bob said he doesn’t want to get popped too. There’s no real blood involved, but we got pretty outrageous, I guess. I’m like fucking a dildo with Jesus on it, and reading excerpts out of some Church of Satan book… So it’s pretty borderline. I guess he’s worried about getting in trouble. I don’t know what it’s going to be called, but I’m definitely excited about it. I was with Alley Cat and Veronica Jett in that one. I hope it comes out. I also did this one called 1000 Facials out in Laguna Beach. I think his name’s Scott. It was a deep throat scene, and a girl-girl scene.

RAY: Have you done a lot of internet work?

ZOE: When I first started out, yeah, that’s mostly what I did. Websites like LittleMutt.com. That guy was kind of old and weird. My first porn name was Roxy, I now go by Zoe Matthews. I did a lot of BJ scenes. That was easy. Well, except for the deep throat ones, where the guy is grabbing the back of your head and ramming into you until you gag.

RAY: I’m not really into the throat-gagging thing. I like the BJs from high school.

ZOE: [Laughs] The old school blowjobs!

RAY: Just like mom used to make.

ZOE: Oh god! [Laughs]

RAY: Didn’t I see you on California Pimp?

ZOE: Oh Hell no. California Pimp? Ew.

RAY: Have you heard of that site?

ZOE: No, I’ve never heard of it. I wouldn’t work for anything called “pimp.”

RAY: I swear I’ve seen you on there… Do you have a website you want to plug?

ZOE: I’m on MuseCube/zoematthews, but I’m also working on my own website right now. I just recently started doing movies. Kill Girl Kill 2 was a really big one for me. I want to be a webcam girl, I just have to figure out how to hook it up.

RAY: Is there anyone who you didn’t like working with?

ZOE: I’ve forgotten most of their names. There was this one guy named Pierre. All I know is he had a really bad, thick accent and dark curly hair. I don’t know what nationality he was.

RAY: Pierre… Isn’t that French?

ZOE: Maybe, yeah. He was out in West Hollywood at like Sunset and Calloway. He’s got like this little office building that looks all professional. He did some shots of me and didn’t pay me. He might have been middle-eastern, or something — I can’t remember what it’s called…

RAY: Towel head?

ZOE: [Laughs] Yeah! Something like that! I can’t wait to meet you… You’re really funny!

RAY: Not really.

ZOE: You seem like you’d be cool to drink with.

RAY: Well, that might be true…

ZOE: Maybe next time I’m out in L.A. we’ll have dinner or something.

RAY: I’m down. What do you ultimately hope to do in this industry?

ZOE: Become popular… A big important star… Make lots of money… I might one day like to direct and produce. That would be cool.

RAY: Tell me a good story from your personal life.

ZOE: A lot comes to mind… I had sex in a Jacuzzi once!

RAY: Hmm, yeah… That ain’t gonna cut it.

ZOE: Well, I was only 18 at the time. I also had a couple of threesomes. It was me and another girl and guy that I knew. We all wanted to get drunk and have a threesome. Can I say that we were on mushrooms?

RAY: Sure.

ZOE: Yeah, there’s been a few times that I was at, like, a rave… So, sex on E, sex on mushrooms…

RAY: You don’t do anal?

ZOE: No. But I have done golden showers and I have done scat.

RAY: … Scat?

ZOE: Yeah. It pays really good! But the scat stuff was under my other name, Roxy. I’m not really proud of it. I mean, I make some good money whenever I need to shoot it, but it’s really dirty. Apparently there’s a lot of people that are really into it, because they are always asking me to shoot again. It’s usually me and another girl. Usually I’m shitting on her, then she’s shitting on me… We rub the shit on our bodies… We put the shit in our mouths and chew it up… I don’t actually swallow, but the site has people thinking we swallow. We don’t. We just put it in our mouth and chew on it.

RAY: Well… That’s a relief.

ZOE: Yeah… I know. It’s really fucking disgusting but it pays good.

RAY: It tastes good?

ZOE: No! I said it pays good. [Laughs] It tastes like shit!

RAY: Imagine that. Good fucking god, Zoe. How the fuck do you psyche yourself up for that?

ZOE: I just think about the money! [Laughs] I pretty much step out of myself while I’m doing it. It’s sort of like an out-of-body experience. You have to have a certain mindset. Some people wouldn’t be able to handle it.

RAY: That’s putting it mildly.

ZOE: Yeah, you eat a whole bunch of food and then you hold it until you get there. Then you either do an enema, or you put a suppository then the shit just starts fallin’ out of you.

RAY: Ugh…

ZOE: And you have to hold at least a whole days worth. Like the night before, you eat dinner and hold that. Then next day, you eat food and hold that. Then when you get there, you get naked and start posing with the other girl and it starts falling out of you. It’s like a total loss of bowel control. [Laughs] I mean, normally, I can hold it in — but when you prepare like that, it makes it fall right out. There’s no controlling it at that point. I can’t believe I’m telling you this!

RAY: Me neither.

ZOE: The director doesn’t say specifically what you’re supposed to eat. You can eat whatever you want, but the best thing that helps you be able to go is beans and rice. There’s less of a chance of things stopping-up.

RAY: I think I’m gonna puke… Is this shot for a website or something?

ZOE: Yeah. ToiletRoxy.com and ScatMovies.com. Oh god… This is all gonna be on Porn Valley News, isn’t it. I shouldn’t be saying all this.

RAY: I can leave it out, if you like.

ZOE: No… It’s cool. I guess I’ll maybe get more work out of it.

RAY: I have to ask — What could doing something that vile possibly pay to make it worth it?

ZOE: Oh, man… I can walk out of there after a few hours with like five to seven hundred bucks!

RAY: Five to seven hundred? Jesus… I was thinking five to seven thousand. But even that doesn’t seem appropriate. You should call Max Hardcore. Working with him would be like a walk in the park.

ZOE: [Laughs] Good idea… I think I will!

RAY: Then again, you don’t do anal. But after chewing another person’s shit, I would imagine getting slapped-around, drinking piss and barfing on cock might seem trite.

ZOE: The scat stuff is big in Europe. I’m very popular over there.

RAY: Germany, no doubt. Anyway… Now that was a good story. It sure as hell beats “sex in a jacuzzi.”

ZOE: [Laughs] Yeah, I guess you’re right!

RAY: Did you ever get sick from doing scat?

ZOE: Afterwards, my skin would feel kind of raw and my tongue felt really weird. I get tested every month anyway, so I always make sure that I haven’t caught anything. But it’s never made me sick, I just smell it no matter how much I scrub my skin — For at least a day after. Like the next day, it will all be cleaned-off, but I will still smell like it.

RAY: The girls you worked with — How did they cope?

ZOE: The other girls were the same way — They hated it too. There are times where you put it in your mouth and you start chewing on it and it gets to the point where you start gagging. It’s pretty obvious in some of the pictures. You can see the girls aren’t liking it. The last shoot I did, the girl was like “I’m gonna throw up,” and the director was like “oh yeah! Throw up in her mouth!” He actually wanted me to catch the girl’s throw-up in my fucking mouth. This guy is fucking sick. He actually gets-off on that shit.

RAY: Well… You do what you love. Where does he film all this?

ZOE: At his house.

RAY: … So vile.

ZOE: [Laughs] Yeah… I can’t believe I just connected Zoe with Roxy… Oh well, it’s okay. Honestly, the first couple of times that I did the scat stuff, it was definitely creepy. That’s why I sort of didn’t want to tell you. But I guess it will mean more traffic, and more people will buy my movies and I’ll get more work. Still, I’m so ashamed by that. But it is something I’ve done…

RAY: At least you’re honest. Plus now you’ll have a whole new group of creepy fans.

ZOE: [Laughs] I’ve already got people obsessed with me! I’m getting used to having stalkers.

RAY: Really?

ZOE: Oh yeah… There are people that are so in love with me. It’s like — Just buy my movies, ok?! [Laughs]

RAY: Will you be at the AVN Expo this year?

ZOE: Oh yeah. I’ll be there, tho I’m not sure if I’ll be signing for anybody. If Eon McKai wants me there, I’ll do it in a second.

RAY: You’re just like all the other girls… Waiting to be asked to the prom.

ZOE: Yeah… I never went to the prom, so this is it!

RAY: So magical… Did you go to AVN last year?

ZOE: Yeah, I was promoting the movie Psycho Candy. Oh! I’m also in a zombie flick called Dawna of the Dead. I play Dawna. I become a zombie and get fucked by my dead boyfriend. It’s awesome! I’m in this cemetery, all sad that my boyfriend’s dead. And then I get naked and start masturbating on this coffin, and he comes out and I start blowing him. Then he fucks me until I die, and I become a zombie! It’s pretty cool, I’m proud of that.

RAY: Are you bi?

ZOE: Oh yes… I would love to get it on with Angelina Jolie and Fiona Apple. If I could have someone from the mainstream, that is.

RAY: Well, they’re frequent visitors to this site so maybe you’ll get lucky.

ZOE: Really?!

RAY: No. Who’s your agent?

ZOE: I’m with Metro Talent Management. I was with World Modeling before. They were okay, but they didn’t get me much work. I thought it was because I wouldn’t do anal or interracial, but maybe it’s because they just don’t try that hard. I know both anal and interracial gets you more work, but I’m not going to do either one. I did a black chick once, but I won’t do it with a black guy. And anal just hurts me too much. I mean, maybe someday I’ll be able to take a small penis up my ass, but I’m not there yet.

RAY: Why aren’t you into the brothers?

ZOE: They act too pimped-out. They’re always like “yeah bitch, give me money” and shit like that. I like white guys more.

RAY: You’re the last of a dying breed…

ZOE: [Laughs] Where can I get a copy of this interview?

RAY: PornValleyNews.com. Anything else you want to tell me about?

ZOE: Well, I was so naive when I first started working that I would get screwed-over big time on money. I didn’t know who was good and who wasn’t. Now that I’ve worked for big companies, I know better. But before there were a lot of times that I would just get ripped-off. The very first fetish-bondage shoot I did, they paid me $150 for 5 hours of stuff. It was uncomfortable, painful stuff. They had me in cellophane and wrapped my head in duct tape and I could barely breathe. They had me in one of those old torture devices, naked, with a ball-gag. So I haven’t done much bondage since. Either they would hurt me too much or pay me too little.

RAY: Was scat the sickest thing you’ve done?

ZOE: The first time I did scat it made me almost want to quit the biz. After I did it, I thought “Okay… fuck this. I’m going to be a waitress now.” In fact, there was one time that I was shooting and I went to the bathroom and I shit blood. And I was like no “we’re not doing anal.” I just shit blood. Too much alcohol for one day! That was regular boy girl video. I don’t remember who that guy was, but we ended-up using a condom. Then he wanted to fuck me in the ass, and I was like no “I don’t do anal.”  We were drinking vodka so I could relax. I shouldn’t be saying all this.

RAY: People love the truth. Especially when it’s ugly.

ZOE: I guess it’s sort of like when I was watching the Jesse Jayne in Island Fever 3, and there was a scene where she was getting fucked doggie-style where you can kind of see the cottage cheese. I was like wow “that’s pretty cool!”  She’s not as perfect as I thought she was! She’s so gorgeous, but seeing her flaws made her more interesting. I felt closer to her.

RAY: She became more accessible.

ZOE: Exactly. Just like there are people out there that actually enjoy the freaky shit I do. I’m into bondage, fetishes, and I really, really like girls!

RAY: I’m a big lesbo myself.

ZOE: Me too! [Laughs] I just do guys for money!